Love, Peace & Respect.

I am not and will not be laughing at you babe ... Shit comes anytime .. It seems like you're blaming me for not accepting everything that has happened .. Yes! I admit it, i can't .. But just so you know, there's a reason to why i do certain things .. You're hurt? So am i .. I've experienced more hurt than you, way more, you have no idea ... Although it was only a year with him, within that whole yr, i carried all his shit .. Im stubborn, i did not agree to what ppl said and wanted to show the world that i was making the right decision, but actually i wasn't .. Left all my siblings for that idiot, & i regretted ... Kept crying, hoped that he would change for the better, but NOOoo ... He will NOT, NEVER change, trust me ... All he wants is entertainment and girlfriends or another word 'buat pakai nye pmpn'(sorry don't mind me) all at the same time .. Maybe you can face it but not me, not any longer .. I used to love him more than anyone did .. Treasured him, appreciated him, kept him like a diamond ... I'd sacrificed alot for him, & only god knows what i'd gone through with him & what my heart said about him ... GOd is fair darling, he heard all my prayers and for that as day goes by, i started to let him off little by little and at last, here i am, standing for my rights and not to trust jerks like him ... The one who has been going through ups & downs with me, the only one who knows how hard it was to let go someone that i totally loved ... Now, you're in my position, I can't stop you, I can't blame you, ppl always say, it takes two hands to clap .. (= All the best with him, hope everything will turn out to be as what you want .. I will not bother you, not anymore .. You have to think, you're just 17, a year younger than i am ... We are still young, don't let ppl take us for granted ... & don't regret with whatever decision you've made ... Oh ya, doesn't mean we love that someone, we have to own them ... (= & to RedzwanRoslan, thankyou so much for helping me .. If you dont stop me, i will still go on with the plans .. Sayang you bb!! & i smell like Mermaid Ariel kan3??? xD