Love, Peace & Respect.

Things are getting out of hands, i can't face the fact that u're with someone. Am i lying with my words, feelings or what? I maybe someone who people always think that i'm strong but deep down my heart only allah knows. Yes, i know, we keep saying that 'no matter what we will still get back together at the end of the day' and now then i realize that is true. We gone through ups and downs, face every difficulties and had our sweet time together. But that is the old you&me. Now is the present, we both change. Feelings, attitude and everything. To be someone better or worse it's up to individual to think. I'm still having doubts but feelings i can't express it. Keep praying every night, asking for help that i could face everything smoothly and be a strong girl. Till when i'm gonna be like this? Making people smile but i'm suffering. Hopefully i will find a good path one day. Pulling myself out of this situation is not the way, lying with people is not the way too.