Love, Peace & Respect.

Sometimes what we do ppl really cant understand .. This is not what i wanted nor my family wanted but if i have another way to get everything by now, i would want to ... This is life ppl, there's always ups & downs .. I live for myself & family but not for you .. I can only please my mum and dad not more .. They are the one who understand my situation right now .. If i have that f**king 2k right now, i will get back to sch .. Yes, i went for interview, and its damn fucking aloot of job ive tried .. Though im tired yet still i try myself not to fall and keep on going out and search .. You guys can say it easly .. But think, if you guys were in my shoes .. How would you feel when someone keep on pushing you and only bad words came out from ppl's mouth .. Maybe korang org2 gue tu psl korang tk paham ... Mengate je tau, mcm lah anak2 korang btol sangat ... I dont want to be very harsh to you but if my mind will turn to the extand of chase you out from my house then dont blame me ... I can be very very mean and i dont care whether you are my aunty or not ... Fuck lah! Problems everytime, feel like running away from everything ... I want my dad, only him who understand me ... Sometimes allah never seems to be by my side .. I wonder what ive done till i have to go through things like this ...