Monday, July 20, 2009
I don't know why im taking this path .. hah! Maybe im just too stubborn .. =_____- msging with someone i hate, someone i used to love, someone i used to care and even someone who used to be with me make me feel very bad ... I really FEEL BAD or maybe BITCHY to take my own path, to take this path .. Where by i don't think of others feelings and put their love aside .. Or .. Or .. Maybe, is just him who make me take this path ... Sometimes i wonder why i still can do stuff like msging and calling him again .. Why must i do all those stuff when ive already make my decision to move on ... Why must this type of situation came across my life?? I do admit, in times i cant even cope with this type of problems ... Very very shitty, seriously ... Forcing me at the same time is a big problem too ... Being too protective is a big issue right now .. I just the type of girl who loved entertainment ... I just want to live my life like some other girls out there .. Why can't some of them understand my life??? My circling of friends are very open and abit AMERICAN ... We giggle like babipink from late night till morning ... People sleep at night but we sleep in the morning ... You are not sastified with my way of living, im sorry, but i cant change it .. Im just being myself and you have to adapt with it .. Adding more problems in my life is not the way .. You do know every single things im facing right now, for once stop giving me problems .. The only thing i ask from you now is to understand me ... Even mummy dont understand me, dont understand my feelings .. Why cant mummy understand my feelings for once and stop being selfish !! I really hate it !! It's killing me too !! Tomorrow visitng dad, and i cant wait!! I miss him truck loads!!! I really hope when i meet him tomorrow his sickness gonna be oke ... I wanna stop here, kepale da berat mcm KEPALE BABIPINK .. Will update again abt tomorrow oke??? I wanna go out with melyana darling!!!! MISS HER TRUCK LOADS !!
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