Love, Peace & Respect.

Hold back my tears yesterday. I really hateit when he sent me home. It feels like im losing him .. Three days i've been spending my time with him and it feels like im in my own world seating under the star singing happily .. I cant manage to get him off my mind today, doing things clumsily, hot oil pOps off the frying pans and hit me! Ouchh!! Its painful!!! Walking in and out from my room .. It's so NOT me today and to ano IM SO NOT OKE!!! In two weeks time ano gonna start school and i'll be alone .. No School, No Work, No Ano and NO MORE laughter with her ... How i wish i can go for that interview before i turn 17 or maybe now .. Im freaking bored, nothing could kill my boredem ... 17??? Ouhk, i dont really look forward about it .. I dont know what i want, seriously .. Work is only in my mind nothing else ..

I wanna have alif right now, alot of chocolate beside me, fivecups of Chocolate SnowShake and twobox of Viceroy Menthol .. ANDAND, i wanna stop here !!